d u n i a w i
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11:05 AM
Hari ni bila on fb tengok kat wall ade gambar kawan yg bertunang di-upload...even tiap-tiap minggu ade membe yang kawen...dalam umur sekarang dorang dah dapat apa yang perlu di dunia ni...hidup mereka dah complete dah bagi akui...tinggal kerja dan bagi nafkah kat keluarga....hidup sampai tua...yela dah keje, kereta dah ada, kewangan dah stabil, pastu kawen...ape lagi yang tak cukup kat dunia ni??
tapi bagi aku...
semua xde..haha...dalam umor yg macam ni takde ape-ape memang kerugian...dah la belajar lagi...kereta pon xde...awek??ahaha...yang tu tatau bila bleh ade...niat dia hati memang nak berpasangang...tapi tu la...jodohnye takde...bila tengok membe2 kawen dalam hati ni tertanya plak bila masa untuk aku...kawen ke aku nanti?haha kalau umor sekarang ni pon takde awek...bila plak la aku nak kawen nye...adehhh...
tapi bagi aku...
yang tu semua tak penting...ape yang penting aku nak senangkan family aku dulu...family comes first babe...Insyallah kalau dah mula bekerja nanti aku ingat nak kumpul duit nak bawak mak and abah pergi haji...tapi amek masa yang lama kot...sempat ke?belikan abah kereta mercedes...
perghhh...compem tersenyum lebar muka orang tua tu nanti...haha...tapi tu semua akan datang...Insyallah kalau panjang umor and murah rezeki dengan ketentuan tuhan jadi laa...bila semua tu dah satel baru pikir pasal kawen kot...haaaaa...umor bape lak tu???haha dah tua kot...^^
tapi bagi aku...
semua tu aku tolak tepi...ape yang penting tanggungjawab sebagai anak...dah banyak sangat pengorbanan dorg ni dalam hidup aku...lagipon aku tatau ape aku kejar kat dunia ni...masih mencari-cari lagi...@@
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What’s the point of hating me???
Friday, November 19, 2010
at
4:28 AM
- h a t e -
A word that I want to avoid from having it in me…A word that born with someone who full of hatred in their self…But as a human we can’t resist to hate someone…It’s up for us to really show the hate….So what’s the point of hating me???Or you just being jealous with whom I am???I’m not someone special that u needs to be jealous…I don’t have something special that u doesn’t have…Every day I always think of being someone else…Someone special so that everybody would like me…Would adore me…But I guess it’s all wrong…Being special will make more jealousy…Even their hatred will rise…Don’t you all know how tiny I am to you guys…I’m lack of self confident…Speechless…messy…and fucked up everyday…Some of guys who really see the true me treat me like their true friend…I appreciate that…Thanks dude…but I used to be someone who talk-active…But time after time when getting bigger and older…Getting to know everybody…I rather stay silent…Than talk something ridiculous…This is not really me…I don’t know what the hell has happened to me…
But I really changed…
A LOT!!! Yeah A LOT!
Miss the old me dow….!!!!
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a bug who fly on the desert
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
at
6:25 PM
why they always wanting to know if i ever have a girlfriend??
is it a necessary to have a girlfriend to live in this world???
lol...
that so pathetic...
or im being pathetic...
yeahh...
im a grown up...
i know what best for me...
u dont have to be concern bout my passion...
wtf...
see a girl and make u passion uncontrol???
that is so pathetic doe...
i choose to stay single...
i dont have to be like u guys...
live with emotional blackmail...
life full of passionate...
show off...
im not like that okey...
whenever i think the time is right...
i will have one...
but not like u guys...
show off pathetic...
haha...
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d r e a m
Monday, August 30, 2010
at
7:32 PM
it is nice if i have a brother who...
i can talk to...
each time wondering n thinking if i have a brother...
make stupid jokes...
hang out together having fun...
talk about our favorite girls...
make fool of our selfs...
and become a very good friend...
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W H Y
Saturday, July 31, 2010
at
5:42 PM
it ain't fun anymore...
like it used to be...
everybody start to become selfish...
i guess since they entered the ******...
DAMN!!!!
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s h a m e
Saturday, May 29, 2010
at
11:43 PM
at the first time i met u...
never know that i will fall for u...
we never have a chat even for a minute...
and i guess u don't even know my name...
then...
don't know where the hell it start...
we sms each other...
everyday...
every minute...
every second...
talk bout u...
bout me...
bout us...
then...
we start to date (i guess,haha)
eat together...
watch movies...
have a little chat...
laughing...
but the truth is...
i can't even look at u...
never tought u will go out with me...
guess what...
my heart beating faster when being beside u doe...
it's an honour for me to go out with you...
starting from that moment...
it's such a wonderful life for me...
like living in my own world...
full of smiles..
like being a newborn...
never felt like this before...
omg...
i always dream about u..
yess...
u!!!
woke up with face full of smile...
live the world full of happiness..
no more pressures...
no more nightmares...
BUT THEN...
u gone...
silent for a long time...
never know what the hell happen to u...
i felt so lonely....
so lost...
like being left alone in this whole wide world...
where the hell are u???
what have i done wrong???
why do u avoiding me???
where is my happiness???
NOW....
i know i gotto move on...
never gonna let my life in sorrow...
chill out...
live my life to the fullest...
"look at the stars...look how they shine for u"
yellow - coldplay
never know that i will fall for u...
we never have a chat even for a minute...
and i guess u don't even know my name...
then...
don't know where the hell it start...
we sms each other...
everyday...
every minute...
every second...
talk bout u...
bout me...
bout us...
then...
we start to date (i guess,haha)
eat together...
watch movies...
have a little chat...
laughing...
but the truth is...
i can't even look at u...
never tought u will go out with me...
guess what...
my heart beating faster when being beside u doe...
it's an honour for me to go out with you...
starting from that moment...
it's such a wonderful life for me...
like living in my own world...
full of smiles..
like being a newborn...
never felt like this before...
omg...
i always dream about u..
yess...
u!!!
woke up with face full of smile...
live the world full of happiness..
no more pressures...
no more nightmares...
BUT THEN...
u gone...
silent for a long time...
never know what the hell happen to u...
i felt so lonely....
so lost...
like being left alone in this whole wide world...
where the hell are u???
what have i done wrong???
why do u avoiding me???
where is my happiness???
NOW....
i know i gotto move on...
never gonna let my life in sorrow...
chill out...
live my life to the fullest...
"look at the stars...look how they shine for u"
yellow - coldplay
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walk away???
Thursday, May 6, 2010
at
3:39 AM
l i f e....
a short word but many definitions..
everybody can define the meaning of life with their own words...
for me the m0st suitable word is...
HARD
hard for me live in this world...
easy to alive but hard to survive...
easy to be happy but hard to stay happy...
easy to listen but hard to understand...
easy to write but hard to speak...
easy to taste but hard to feel...
easy to love but hard to be love...
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