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A word that I want to avoid from having it in me…A word that born with someone who full of hatred in their self…But as a human we can’t resist to hate someone…It’s up for us to really show the hate….So what’s the point of hating me???Or you just being jealous with whom I am???I’m not someone special that u needs to be jealous…I don’t have something special that u doesn’t have…Every day I always think of being someone else…Someone special so that everybody would like me…Would adore me…But I guess it’s all wrong…Being special will make more jealousy…Even their hatred will rise…Don’t you all know how tiny I am to you guys…I’m lack of self confident…Speechless…messy…and fucked up everyday…Some of guys who really see the true me treat me like their true friend…I appreciate that…Thanks dude…but I used to be someone who talk-active…But time after time when getting bigger and older…Getting to know everybody…I rather stay silent…Than talk something ridiculous…This is not really me…I don’t know what the hell has happened to me…
But I really changed…
A LOT!!! Yeah A LOT!
Miss the old me dow….!!!!
